Date: 5 May 2020
Location: At Home, Fife
Quote of the day
I am grateful for:
1. The Unlimited Abundance Facebook Group, which helped me clarify a few things about what I was feeling (see next section).
2. ITABC for their prompt response. And they gave us the information we required about the Plumbing Trade Certification there.
3. My Little Son (LS) for being the lovely, cuddly, happy boy he is – the sunshine of my life.
4. The soak in the bath with dead sea salts that really relaxed me.
5. The email from MV confirming that I didn’t get in but included specific ways to help me get there in the future.
What did I discover new about myself?
Today, I sent this message out on the UA FB group:
Hi everyone, I hope you’re all safe and well. I was wondering if I could ask for help. I listen to the first three lessons of Unlimited Abundance everyday and have listened to the first and second one for weeks now.
A few days ago, I had a massive breakthrough whilst listening to the second one and I literally had an image of a ball and chain exploding somewhere in the vicinity of my solar plexus when Christie Marie Sheldon was clearing the belief that if I get what I want I’ll blow it. Energy came flying out of that explosion and out into the world and I felt free for the first time.
But I also have not felt right since – like I’m walking around in a fog. Disclaimer: Posts may contain affiliate links. As an Amazon Associate, we earn from qualifying purchases. For more info, read our disclosure policy.
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I’m having such a tough time right now to keep my energy up. I’m exhausted. I’m sad. I feel depressed. It’s been hugely irregular and I can’t seem to stay at a positive enough frequency that I know I’m interfering with my own manifestation.
I was doing the BBOL today and had to stop because I just couldn’t focus or keep it up. I feel like I’m lying to myself.
Can anyone help me? Why do you think this is happening? Also, any WWIT statements I can make?
And would it be too much to ask for a BBOL to help bolster my flagging energy?
Thank you and much love!
I got all the answers I need and now have a plan:
1. Drink more water and take a mineral supplement to facilitate easier energy flow.
2. Have a hot soak in the bath. Use epsom salts.
3. Listen to another clearing.
4. Watch funny videos.
5. Do more grounding exercises – walk barefoot on the grass or unpainted concrete pavement, hug a tree or just sit under it, do some grounding meditation.
7. Do some shielding meditation.
3 amazing things that happened today
1. We received news from ITA BC containing exactly the same message I thought it would contain.
2. I received news about MV containing practically the same message I thought it would contain.
3. I finally got someone joining my invite link on Sweatcoin.
How much stress did I experience?
Not much although as I said in a previous section, I feel like I’m walking about in a fog.
Did I do something that was out my comfort zone?
Yes, I actually emailed both universities I attended to ask about my TOR.
What can I do better tomorrow?
1. Keep meditating.
2. Keep playing.
3. Keep writing.